weird day

There are many things that you feel you are not compatible with. Things that make you feel this is not the right thing. But the bad part, you can run away from it or even make it disappear. Then you will wish for power, something like magic that will take away these eary things.

            One way to get on with it is to accept it. In this world we live, the best way to get a life is to go with the flow. Just accept and take what happen each day. Don’t worry about the things that will happen. In men view “a happy go lucky person”.

            There are others that will try to struggle and live with everyday life. They try to fight what they think is right. They will change everything in their path as they can change it. If there’s a possibility they will take the chance and hit it. Even in a needle eye they will get right trough just to get their goals.

            One thing that makes my mind thinks too much. Where did they get their strength? How they derived it from an almost hopeless case scenario. How they pull up things which are almost impossible.

            Where can I find these things? I was searching all over the place to get this so called “drive”. I’m finding it. Experimenting with everything, searching for something. But I can’t just hit the spot.

            Maybe this will come again someday. If I wait for it will it be the time that I really need it or will it be just too late to save me again from drowning?