That Busy Street

As I was walking down that busy street, memories flashed back into my mind, where I used to…

Ride that train to come home to you…

Ride that bus to accompany you to your workplace…

Wait in that corner for you from your work…

Thinking about what food to buy for our dinner…

Thinking about what food to cook for your breakfast tomorrow…

Thinking how long will you stay…?

Now I’m on that same busy road again, this is where I’m…

Riding in that train to somewhere else…

Ride that bus alone to my workplace…

Wait in that corner because I forgot to bring an umbrella…

Thinking about if I should eat dinner…

Thinking about what life would bring tomorrow…

Thinking how long will it be until you return…  If you still want to.

Better in Time

It’s been the longest winter without you,
I didn’t know where to turn to.
See, somehow I can’t forget you,
After all that we’ve been through.

Going, coming… thought I heard a knock
Who’s there? No one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realize that I really didn’t know,

If you didn’t notice, boy, you mean everything.
Quickly I’m learning to love again,
All I know is I’m gon’ be okay

Thought I couldn’t live without you
It’s gonna hurt when it heals too, ooh yeah
(It’ll all get better in time)
And even though I really love you,
I’m gonna smile cause I deserve to
It’ll all get better in time

I couldn’t turn on the TV,
Without something there that would remind me
It wasn’t all that easy
To just put aside your feelings.
If I’m dreaming, don’t wanna lie,
Hurt my feelings

But that’s the path

I believe in,
And I know that time will heal it

If you didn’t notice, well
You mean everything.
Quickly I’m learning to love again,
All I know is I’m gon’ be okay
 

Thought I couldn’t live without you
It’s gonna hurt when it heals too, ooh yeah
(It’ll all get better in time)
And even though I really love you,
I’m gonna smile cause I deserve to, ooooooh
It’ll all get better in time

Since there’s no more you and me (no more you and me)
It’s time I let you go so I can be free
And live my life how it should be.
No matter how hard it is,
I’ll be fine without you, Yes I will.

Thought I couldn’t live without you
It’s gonna hurt when it heals too ohhhh
It’ll all get better in time ooooh
And even though I really love you
I’m gonna smile cause I deserve to (yes I do)
It’ll all get better in time, woah

Thought I couldn’t live without you
It’s gonna hurt when it heals too, yeahh
It’ll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I’m gonna smile cause I deserve to

-Leona Lewis

June

A month of a surprise

At the right time

Hope it will go well

Well it’s just a surprise.

Sign

Wasurete shimaeba ii yo kanji nakunacchaeba ii

Surimuita kokoro ni futa wo shita n’da

Kizutsuita tte heiki da yo mou itami wa nai kara ne

Sono ashi wo hikizuri nagara mou wo

Mirushinatta jibun jishin ga

Oto wo tatete kuzurete ita

Kizukeba kaze no oto dake ka

Tsutae ni kita yo kisuato tadokke

Sekai ni oshi tsufu sarete shimau mae ni

Oboete’ru ka na? Namida no sora wo

Ano itami ga kimi no koto wo mamotte kureta

Sono itami ga itsumo kimi wo mamotte’ru n’da

Crazy Feeling #12

“Why I never walked away

Why I played myself this way

Now I see you’re testing me 

Pushes me away”

-Linkin Park

Crazy Feeling #11

“Surprises”

Crazy Feeling Special Edition I

Dry Seal…….500

ITR…….300

Lunch at Jolibee….48

Lunch at Strata….80

Bus…..21

Small Buko Juice….6

Checking facebook and seeing her pictures…..PRICELESS

There’s something money cant buy,

For everything else there’s Mastercard.

The Answer

Once in our life…

We come up in a situation where…

We don’t know what to do,

We don’t know what the answer is,

To our questions at life,

We are stuck for a moment…

And then one friend will give us an answer…

“Keep walking” – Johnnie Walker

Beyond Normal

They want to see images…

They want to hear sounds…

They want to be heard…

But do they know?  That…

I am jealous of the blinds,

Because they can see the true image within.

I am jealous of the deaf,

Because they can hear beyond what someone is saying.

I am jealous of the mutes,

Because they can say what they really feel.

But I’m not sad that I have all the senses,

Nor the way that I’m able to use them all.

It’s just I’m capable of…

Seeing just what my eyes can process…

Hearing what my ears can catch…

Telling lies and curses…

Crazy Feeling #10

…”and I miss you more

Whenever I think about you”…

Kanina sa office…

Boss: In the coming weeks kayo na papasign ko dito sa mga plano.

Ako: Yes Mam (type sa pc at check ng mga papers)

Boss: May seal ka na ba?

Ako: Mam ano po un? (Still typing)

Boss: Ha bakit hindi ka pa nagpapagawa?

Ako: Di ko po alam kung ano un (Pause tingin kay boss)

Kuya Egay: Sa Recto madami nun, pagawa ka na 600 lang.

Ako: Ah, wala pa po akong pera eh. Haha.

Boss: Magcanvass ka na tapos pagawa ka na.
      Php(secret)/sign, bukod pa dito ung sweldo nyo..

Ako: (sa loob-loob)(wow ayos dito) Sige po mam. sa sabado.

Boss: Ok, gawin mo na ung mga nakapending pa dyan.
      (Alok ng pandesal)

Ako: (di talaga ako nagkamali dito, sabay kuha). Thank you po.

Di bale nang madaming trabaho, basta may benipisyo.

of Mountains and Women

A woman is like a mountain.

You’ll be caught by their beauty.

And when you try to scale it.

Halfway you’ll realize how hard it is.

Say, “I can’t do it, I give up”

Still you continue to walk and climb.

And when you reach the top.

You will feel.

An endless happiness within.

Crazy Feeling #9

Still

I

Hope

and

Pray

Crazy Feeling #8

Don’t want to wake up from my sleep..

Still, you’re in my dreams.

2nd Day

O yeah! I survive another day at work.

Papers that keeps on coming every hour or so, errands, chit chats.

I never looked up at the clock. Then, ding! It’s already one o clock.

Eat with Sir Vic and our other office mate.

Came back to work… Clock keeps ticking.

I want to stop the time that passes by.

I don’t know why.

Maybe I just don’t want to go home tonight.

I don’t want to ride that same old bus.

I don’t want to see that same old spot.

I don’t want to walk in that same old path.

I want to be a workaholic.

I just want to stay there and keep myself busy.

I’m killing myself but I’m happy.

Happy for the fact that for a little moment of time, I feel someone needs me.

Someone appreciates what I am doing.

Someone understands that I’m not yet capable of doing something great.

Tired… yet contended.

Happy… yet incomplete.

Crazy Feeling #7

konnte ich ein wenig egoistisch sein?

Dann schwöre ich,

dass ich Weg zu Ihnen zurückkomme

Crazy Feeling #6

aken sika ni so apilik, natan ayay pusok inatey

 simple labat so labay ko

na madama mo so sakit tan pighati

Crazy Feeling #5

Tired… Super tired…

It’s better..

Friday the 13th

Hmmm.. I think that friday the 13th curse had been on me for almost a month..

Hate this ******* life..

O Tagalog Naman

Ano kasi sawa na ako sa english. Nakakahilo din mag-isip ng english words..

Ayun kanina mga bandang 12:30 cguro may tumawag sa cp.. e di sinagot ko.

Ako: Hello?

Work: Hello is this ******** ********?

Ako: Yes Mam this is ******** *******.

Work: Invite ka namin for an interview.

Ako: Ngaun po ba mam?

Work: Yes, punta ka sa ganto.. *adress nila*

Ako: *habang nag wikimapia*. Ok po mam. Hanggang anung oras po office hours?

Work: till 6. pero mahaba ung exam.

Ako: *gets* sige po Mam punta ako.

Aun naligo ako dali-dali. Humingi ng pamasahe. Nagsuot ng t-shirt saka pants..

Nakarating.. Nag-antay… Nag-exam (55/75) bobo ko grabe.

Tapos aun na interview.. Discuss mga gagawin etc etc.. Saka ung outfit.

Dapat daw naka polo, slacks.. *ay bobo* *guilty naman ako* *tanga*..

Sa madaming ok at sige po, ay oo nga po…

Balik ka bukas ha.. mga 1 pm para interview sa HR..

Dala ka ng Resume, Transcript (na naman??? oo na ako na madaming bagsak), 

at….

NBI Clearance (ay anak ng pitong puting tupa di pa ko nakakakuha!!!!!)

E di oo na lang ako..

Aun habang pauwi iniisip kung pano ko kukuha NBI Clearance haha..

 Naghintay ng bus.. Oo ung bus na ayaw ko makita pero kelangan..

E di aun nakasakay na..

Pagdating sa may SM pinalipat mga pasahero may sira daw..

GF’ed na naman.

Nag jeep na lang ako.. tagal bago dumating nung next bus..

Nakauwi..

Nag FB

ooooh.. dinelete na ung pic.. *sob*

Iyak na naman puso ko.. Ang saya napalitan ng lungkot..

E di aun baling sa kung ano ano..

*galing mo talaga tol, hanga na ako sayo*–to whom it may concern.

wag ka mag-alala di sayo un..

edi eto post na naman sa blog..

 basa lang para antukin na agad at maaga pa bukas..

Sana magandang araw bukas.. Kahit minsan lang pede na..

 at may sopresa….